finally i understand why some people blog and some people write diaries...well, the main motive for amny who write such entries abt themselves, they all write it as thou they are talking or telling someone about what has happened to them that day as thou talking to a friend. i must say that there are really some things that are too personal to be on a online blog that's why diaries still exist sometimes. no matter how u look at it, a blog abt ur life either means that you want to record down what u did that day so that 50 years down the road u can look back and laugh at yourself or that you really wished that someone would listen to you. i guess i m very much of the latter.

it is sad that the taggy is quiet again. the counters are changing at a very slow pace. i just wish n hope that there is acually someone out there who is actually reading...maybe not all my entries but do drop by whenever possible....

feeling stressed abt BS101 in tro bio. also worried for the biochem and the biostats which are in the same week n it's next wk. i would say it's becaz there is so much to read for intro bio n i read so bloody slowly that i m at lect 3 n 4 only. i only managed to read with understanding for organic chemistry las set of lectures but i dun think i can remember. i m so shit. so stressed. haven't touched biostats at all. hopefully the organic chem memory that i studied for 2 weeks ago will help me when i do the supper last minute revision for biochem. ARGH>>>>>>...

and bcaz i n feeling so stressed. it seems to be affecting my bgr. well, u see, being stressed, i keep lookinf forward to the night when we can chat a while, can unwind n switch to happy mood. but just when it is getting bad which is these few days, he is suddenly very busy at work. i know that he is tired etc from working more than 12 hours but i can't help but feel not cared for when we hardly can tok much caz he returns late n must rise early the next morning. thus, there is some quarrelling in the past 3 days. weep weep. i know that it would be difficult. u see, last time, he was more free to sms me and such n this is the start of him having lesser time for me on a daily basis but a higher chance to meet on a more regular basis of maybe, at least weekly i hope. or maybe it is just for the start since the place just started today. weep weep...i dun like to quarrell....it's really hard to need attention n yet hav to be understanding that he can't give me the attention i need...at least that is the case for these few days. hopefullly, it will get better like he said.

okay...i gota go sleep n try to mug as much as possible tml. ....nitezzz...pls leave a teggy

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I must say that I haven’t heard or seen any of my friends who are not in the same oz as me for a very long time. But blogs are very amazing things…..it actually helps me keep in touch w their lives, whether or not they know it…like yi shan’s blog. I get to know everything that she and shun hua do caz she almost blog abt every day….well…let’s see how’s my life been so far

HAPPINESS….well, my boyfriends returned last fri and in the spread of 1 week, we actually hit out highest record of meeting each other 4 times…I must say that this his frequency of meeting him this week certainly caz me to want to see him every moment of the day. Well, let’s see, the first day when he came back, we met for a few hours, drinks and such. Nothing different frm our usual hangout except that it is the first meeting after about one month. Can’t hide the happy smiles on our faces when we just met. Well, he bought me 2 pairs of ear rings, dangling metal sort which is also my sort of ear rings. Then he also bought me a pair of shoes…the office wear super pointed toe end. I didn’t know that he was talking abt this sort of shoe so I gave him the normal size that I wear and then in the end, this cutting w the same size is far too hurting small. The next time we went out was about half the day on Sunday from afternoon onwards. Watched transporter 2 then dinner at paragorn’s thai express having our favourite soft shell crab. Then after that we walked all the way till we reached merlion, chatting all along. Yup, we walked for about half an hour plus. Then at the merlion there, we sat n drink for a while, see the scenery n he so not lan man one lah…never say or do anything the whole time :( the day didn’t end quite well caz of some guessing game then to make up for it we met on Tuesday. Had a brief lunch at marina sq swensens then we went to watch april snow. Then his hp rang. He pondered whether to return the his call in case it was his boss asking his whereabouts and wanting him to go back. In the end, it was a wrong no. damn. Then on Friday itself, he managed to sneak out in the evening and so I went to meet him straight from schl. But evening peak hours was working up. The cab q at boon lay mrt was so long that I called a cab. Booking $4, some expressway cost me $1 and plus there was heavy traffic most of the expressway. Cost me abt $22 to meet him. Damn, never took before a cab so expensive. But we only went to our usual hangout for abt an hr and a half caz he say his boss call him while he was waiting for me to arrive. Then when he reached back to the hostel n called his boss back, it was because he wanted to take something but don’t need his help liao…sianzz

I would say that I did procrastinate on the first few days of the week about studying for the anatomy and physiology quiz and it caz me not to be able to finish the last 3 lectures. I was telling myself that I will stay up on thur’s night to study but it became a sleep a while study a while thingy. So the last 2 and a half lecture notes was a quick brief read thru. But it was not too bad, only had 10 wrong, about the same as the rest of the pple I know.

Now’s the hols…the following week will be the exams liao. First week, intro bio, biochem n biostats. Damn, I never once paid attention to anything of the intro bio…doomed…hopefully the txtbk will help…okay…got to go